Cheryl discovers a relationship with God @Alpha [Cheryl's Testimony, 16 May 2013]

 

My exposure to Christianity started when I attended a Methodist school for 10 years. Before the alpha course, I walked my Christian faith alone. I believed very much that this was my private relationship with God and I kept it to myself, mainly because I was worried of the commitment I needed to give like going to church every week, cell group, bible study and also the way I have to behave as a Christian. That to me seemed like a lot of commitment and I was unsure if I could do it so I just continued in this private relationship with God through my own faith and prayer. However, sometimes this faith were shaken, prayers forgotten and God neglected.

The alpha course is a very structured course which gave me a more rational and logical way to understand the Christian faith. I used to think that the Christian faith was not something you can question too much but something that you just believed in. During the alpha course, we were given a “free pass” where we could ask any question regardless how silly it may sound which was an awesome opportunity for me to ask questions and also learn from the questions of others. The facilitators were very patient and some shared interesting testimonies. Some of my questions were answered, and others I am either still trying to understand, to accept or continue searching for the answer. But I am satisfied enough that I want to begin this NEW journey with Jesus as my Lord and saviour. 

Let me now share with you about the meals at Alpha! Of course, no alpha course is complete without a feast! The food at our alpha group was super yummy and abundant but to match that, we also had bottomless pits! Now, all our lovely “chefs” have names such as Kong Ba Pao, Chicken Tikka and Curry Chicken! Through these, friendships were made and I pray to continue to grow together in the Christian faith through His words and fellowship with everyone. 

When I first attended Alpha, I experienced the goodness of people. And through their actions and testimony, I saw God working in each and every one of them. I knew I wanted God to do the same with me. As they said, “God’s plan for you is, good, perfect and pleasing” 
 

I am still in the process of learning more about Jesus and building our relationship. I’m still a “work in progress”. But I know that I can place all things in his hand, and because of this, I feel I can leave my life, my future in God’s hand and the burden has been lifted off my shoulder. I am grateful, joyful and ready for this wonderful journey ahead :)